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[Feb. 16th, 2006|10:01 am] |
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wow, i'm writing in my livejournal, not that anyone actually reads this. i'm just procrastinating studying for psych, doing physics, and oh yeah... my world history paper (due tomorrow) woohoo...
i also am keeping up with the tradition of writing on/after valentine's day. it's kinda cool to see what my life was like 2 years ago and see how much it's changed, or even stayed the same.
so let's start off talking about the wonderful holiday.
i had a good one. spent it with friends... going out for some half-price in oakland with 6 other awesome mellonheads. good times. i got a couple of valentines from my dear eric jeng, brian, sarah, lauren, olga... ahhh feel so loved. remember... valentine's day is for LOVE (ie friends, family, sisters, w/e...) not just significant others. i'm glad i'm not a bitter person =)
well school has been good.. hectic now... what else is new with me!
i had a really good break, and i'm really happy that i went back to work at fye. i totally forgot how much i love the people there (old school kids, not new school). and... ME AND STEPH WILL BE SORORITY SISTERS! sweetness! me and the texan shall be wearing the same letters and all once she's initiated, and we're both totally psyched about that.. and shawna too!! ahhh we're all so excited lol.
anywhos... cmu is treating me well. loving it here. and i have a couple of cool kids who are gonna visit (yay!) good time to visit, good parties happening haha =)
well i mayyyyy go start that paper....
LaTeR
-holyshitits2006- |
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[Oct. 25th, 2005|07:24 pm] |
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the "what ifs" came true....
i don't believe it
He's a liar
It comes to this
All we had 'til now is gone
And I'm the other
Piece to this
Every time I feel this inside
I don't wanna be the one who...
Caught you
So take cover
Never saw it comin' so you put me on again
Had you and no other
The game, the lies are getting old
She starts feeling on her own
She makes the city seem like home
All you had for me is gone
I give and I give
But you hope in return
Never thought I'd be the one to burn
Every time I feel this inside
I don't wanna be the one to
I don't wanna be the one who...
Caught you
So take cover
Never saw it comin' so you put me on again
Had you and no other
The game, the lies are getting old
C'est la vie...
and i am happy to say that my time at home was awesome
my friends at home are awesome
my friends here are definitly awesome
i am really happy in pittsburgh and this is where i should be
i feel like im actually growing up :) |
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[Sep. 19th, 2005|04:02 pm] |
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sooo...
college has been awesome
grades and classes are pretty good
oh yeah.... future sister of delta gamma :-D
yeah, a sorority and i couldn't be happier lol
went to visit evan last weekend and it was awesome. penn state is one crazy school. yay for the lions! football game was waaaay cool
then jen visit this week and YAY for that. too short of a visit tho.
wow so tired and so much to do... so i'm peacin out
later dayz.... xD
much love <3 |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2005|12:39 pm] |
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greetings from pittsburgh! woohoo! been here for about two weeks, and i must say, i am looovin college. the people here are so awesome - Go NEW HOUSE 5 - as a floor, we are really close and have bonded really quickly :)
classes seem pretty cool too. although, i did not enjoy staying up late last night to write a short paper... blech.. ew...
and no, still have no comp... this is matt's haha. he let me borrow it for last night's late night writing. =P
i hope everyone is doing awesome... i miss everyone sooo much. but i'm cloming home for thanksgiving =) already got my plane ticket! woo hoo... plane... by myslef... should be interesting :) short flight tho.. an hour ish so it should be all good.
i can't believe im in college...
gotta love it <3
cmu 2009
send me on my way... |
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[Aug. 20th, 2005|02:44 am] |
here i go....
college time
*surreal*
i love all my friends and i'm going to miss you all, but we'll keep in touch, and thanksgiving is only three months away....
*wish me luck*
<3 |
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[Aug. 7th, 2005|02:43 pm] |
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My Schedule:
15 Weeks of Pure Hell
- by Becky Ascher:
Monday Wednesday and Friday:
Differential Int Calc (a class i do not want to be in, i'm trying to move up bc i took the placement test too late) : 8:30- 9:20
Interpret & Argument : 1030-1120
Intro to Modern Chem : 1130-1220
Modern Bio : 230-320
Tuesday:
Eureka : 930-1020 (on Thursday, everything is the same excpet Eureka is 930-1220)
Calc: 330-430
Comp Skills: 430-520
Chem: 730-820
In Conclusion, everyday I have to wake up relatively early. I have four classes everyday, including Fridays. I will not have any time to do anything, and I am not looking forward to it. Carnegie Mellon is NOT a party school, and this can be seen with how they make their schedules. Yes, i was not going to party (much hehe) but I will never have an "easy" day.
Plus side: that calc class I may jsut keep bc i already took it in high school. I also took that bio and chem calss too so its all good.
tell me if im in your calss! later... |
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[Aug. 4th, 2005|05:11 pm] |
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so... i went to the doctor's yesterday to look over my mri...
i have a herneated disc
is that how you spell it?
either way... that sucks.... i can still do all physical activity, no surgery needed... just going to physical therapy until i'm off to school.
so that was my problem all these years???
still don't know the cause of it...
got new glasses frames *beams* thank you amanda for helping me pick them out lol.
getting some more stuff done for school : shopping lol . and i FINALLY found jeans that fit! thank god! i thought i would have to wear the same jeans since i was 15 in college! =P
well i'm out
later daze
rip mr. bill paxton ... such a good science teacher =\ |
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[Aug. 1st, 2005|12:40 am] |
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its august already...
well it's officially august 1st.. and the first thing i think of when i hear the word "august" is... college... i'm leaving for school in exactly 19 days, and to be perfectly honest, it scares the crap out of me. yes, i am really really REALLY excited to being going off the pittsburgh, away from good old central jersey where i've spent the last 18 years of my life. i am happy i chose a path other than tcnj (no offense). i would have loved to go to tcnj, but i think that if i followd in my sister's footsteps again, i wouldn't be able to become the person that i want to. i want to do my own thing, live a different life. i guess it helps im going into a field totally different from hers.
but anyways... yeah, i guess it just is beginning to really hit me and settle in that i am leaving, and moving away from a lot of people a love with all my heart. there are a couple people in particular that i am so incredibly upset over leaving... i think they know who they are. they are the two closest people to me, and one is going to be in boston, the other in south jersey, ie... one 12 hours from me, the other 8.
time goes by so quickly, i can't believe it. i mean, just yesterday i met amanda (future bostonian) in the parking lot of our community pool the summer before first grade.... first grade... thats 12 years of being complete best friend, without a single fight. and now, thats going to change. i can also still rememeber the day i met shagy... and how so much has happened in a little over 2 years.
and thats when i become afraid. i'm afraid that so much is going to change, like it has over the span of just four years in high school. i know i changed alot from being 14 years old, and i'm happy about it. but i don't want so much to change between me and amanda, me and shagy that it will effect our relationships together
amanda is my BEST BEST BEST friend and i love her to death, and i can't let that change... i want to believe that we'll be those 2 old grandmothers, sitting on a bench together still chatting together about whatever we want to chat about
and shagy... i care for him like no other... in such a different way that i've cared for anyone ever.. and its been over two years. even apart, i thought about him. and now i'm just so afraid. i feel so vulnerable. i really have my whole heart with him, and i just don't want to lose it agian. i agree, that the only way there is any hope for us to be together later is by not being completely together now... yes, we will be able to date other people in college, so as to see what we want in a spouse. but i'm scared.. there are so many "what ifs" what if he finds some one? what if he forgets? what if we fall apart? what if we won't be together? what if? and right now, all i want is to be with him, but i can't. and so it comes to... all i want is for us to able to make it through four years together, and whatever the consequences, we'll both be happy.
i hope the saying "college is the best four years of your life" is true.... |
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[Jul. 27th, 2005|02:13 am] |
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yay! my roomie lives in cali! thats soooo cool :) and she seems really nice so i'm happy!
today was fun... girls night out with lauren and kait: CRAZINESS:
you gotta love the night when:
driving on rte 9 and the guy in front of me is driving with his foot out the window.. while trying to copy him i accidentally honked my horn lol
when lauren had her foot out the window, some guy kissed as us! haha! chicaaaa! haha lmao
guys at ralph's ices "hey ladies" and we were like "umm hi" walked away... screaming "REJECTED!!!" on rte 9 towards the guys
lauren's spit getting ALL OVER me so i screamed "eeeeewwwwwww!" the window was opened and apparently so was so guy driving next to us and he looked at us and said "what??" i think thats what he said... haha i wasn't sure...
discovering it's really hard to make a left turn while driving with my foot up haha.
lauren hitting her head on the top of my car while trying to balance herself through the window lmao "is that superman"
saying "whats the "i" for in penis" but thinking about it a totally perverted 5-year old way .. and laughing histerically about it forever
having just an awesome night!!!
all right.. well early piano lesson tomorrow.. last one? working 2-close woohoo!
later days... |
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[Jul. 26th, 2005|12:36 am] |
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new house 522 =)
roomie's not on facebook =(
oh wells, some one's getting a phone call tomorrow!!!
need.... starbucks.... haha
<3 meangirls! |
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